that I need a makeover. Not anything drastic. Just enhancing the me that is already here. Making the me that I am----better.
Folks, I have no fashion sense. Ok maybe a little, I like jeans with tee shirts, jeans with sweaters, jeans with loafers, comfortable shoes, soft socks. I don't wear makeup, haven't worn it in years, well sometimes I do, but really most of the time I don't. I don't wear jewelry either. Don't care for dresses or heels either. And oh yeah..... I wear white after Labor Day. I still can't figure out why that's not ok especially in the south where it's friggin hot. Who cares what you wear after Labor Day?
I'm just tired of hiding under the same old shit. I don't want a fancy hairstyle that is a bitch to maintain, I don't want a whole new wardrobe or a toolbox full of makeup. I just need to figure out what looks good on me. I'm tired of wearing jeans and sweaters or jeans and long sleeve button up shirts open over v-neck shirts underneath. Isn't there anything better? I wish I could get a makeover, I mean someone to really help me figure out what looks good on me, how I should wear stuff, and work with me as I lose weight.
Guess as I get closer to 39, I'm just tired of being overlooked, the girl nobody notices (oh yes they say she's got a great smile and a great personality, but sometimes we need more than that!). I'm tired of being the one who hides behind everyone in the room.
I know it's more than a makeover, starts with attitude and I'm working on that. Let's put it this way---I feel like I'm in an old "black and white" film.
Am I making sense?